I randomly cannot feel my fingers.
After 40+ odd years of an immune system that thinks everything is the enemy, the fight is starting to take it's toll.
My adrenal system is weakening. My healing has slowed. "Free radicals" aka toxins released due to allergic reactions have finally found their way to my nervous system.
There's a ringing in my ears right now. It's just the start. The bell that tolls before my entire nervous system decides it's had enough. The sound of warning before sounds become train whistles to my psyche, before the drop of a pin starts to sound like carpet bombing, before the sound of my heartbeat causes pain so excruciating that my eyes water uncontrollably.
I went to the bathroom and my legs fell asleep before I could rise again. My left arm is currently numb making typing difficult.
There is a war inside my body, and it is endless.
I wish I could live in a bubble.
And for that I could use your help.
My bubble project
